While on one of my 📝Neighborhood Walks, thinking about 📝The Birthday Girl, I realized there was a previously unseen pattern in my romantic relationships. I have, in the past, felt drawn to "unlock" the 📝Divine Feminine in my romantic partners. 📝Making Space For People in a way that enables them to stand into the power they always knew they had. Supporting them without servicing them.
- 📝Glenda Lousignont: This feels like you’re speaking from ego.
- 📝Brian Swichkow: I agree and will rewrite and am reflecting on perspective shifts.
In exchange, I connected to that same divine feminine. I realized this because I was feeling a wave of 📝anxiety from losing two waves of that energy with (1) the breakup of 📝The Goal Digger and (2) 📝The Birthday Girl telling me she had met her, potentially, 📝Perfect Partner.
While assessing how, if at all, this fit in relation to my failings in the relationship and why I feel so called to a meaningful source of that energy. Quite literally as I was typing the last sentence. I got an email from 📝Ms. Button Nose saying that she read 📝Bounded By Impermanence (newsletter) and that, "Your last email was very touching and it's also unusual to see such a positive response to an end of a relationship." It felt like a lightening bolt. I am so happy and grateful for this manifestation.
And now, ten minutes later, my mom emailed me in response to the same email and said mom stuff.
All the feels.